...thinking...

how time flies. there are so many changes within this short period that i have spent on earth. why do students always labelled their major stages in life when they had major exams to take in the year? like primary 6, secondary4, jc 2 and blah blah. why must we always remind ourselves of the torturous year that we had busy mugging for a A during exams? my surroundings have changed. people come in and out of my life. some werejust sperficial, while the others made an impact on my life. i am glad that there are still some leaving footprints in my life. thanks guys!

maybe i have changed over the years, maybe i have not. have i matured and grew up these few years? what have i really accomplished these years which i am very proud of still? have i made an equal impact on others' lives as they had done so on mine? did i well-spent these few years?

suddenly, i am feeling depressed. i walked past an old lady on my way home today. it struck me that why didn't i bother to smile at her? why did i walk past her as if she did not exist at all? am i being unfeeling here? i will age one day and be like her. will my children even bother about me then?

i have tried my best and i failed again and again. it is making me to lose my confidence in myself. i start to question my ability.

my thoughts are in a mess. btw, happy thinking day to all guides, ex-guides out there.

"i cannot quit"